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[mirrortouch]

[ It's not something that really ever becomes routine, it doesn't matter how often he wakes up someplace strange and uncharted. The voice on the line sounds about as scattered as he feels. ]

My name is Will Graham, it's- [ He's pulling back his sleeve to look for a watch that's not there. ] I don't have the time. I don't- I don't have the time.

[ Hang on, don't get too lost. ]

It's not clear to me exactly where I am, but- [ a dry laugh ] you probably already knew that. This isn't even my phone. But you probably knew that too.

[ He's missing details. He's missing plenty. His voice trails off for a short while before he can get his bearings enough to speak again, and even then it's almost unconsciously. ] I don't know. I don't know.

[ It's as if the fact that he has no idea sparks him back into the present. His voice grows more composed, if somewhat cracked. ] So if you're hearing this, if anyone is hearing this - [ is anyone hearing this? ] - any singular indication will be key.

[ Another beat. ]

I feel as though I've strayed a long, long way from home.

[ The air goes dead, and then so does the line. ]

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[deadly_ned]

[Will's answer horrifies him, for Will's own sake. The Piemaker can't be sure what crime it was that delivered Will to the Barge, but absolutely no one deserved Hannibal's attentions like that. He gives a hollow nod]

I was afraid of that.

We can take steps. To keep you two apart.

[mirrortouch]

We can?

[ That's almost humorous to him. Like separating the needle from the haystack. (As if he could, as if he'd want to.) ]

How does one expect to keep Hannibal Lecter from something that he wants? Just how easy is that?

[deadly_ned]

[The question was a fair and difficult one. The Piemaker would have to think about it, talk it over with other wardens, maybe get the Admiral involved.

For now, he gave a helpless sort of shrug]

Put a bell around his neck so that you can hear him coming?

[mirrortouch]

[ 'You don't,' is Will's catty response to his own question up and until Ned comes up with that particular answer. Will actually smiles and then chuckles, rubbing fingers up against his forehead a bit tiredly. ]

It's not a bad idea.

[ And he seems to be out of the particularly good ones, so honestly, it's the best suggestion he's heard yet. ]

[deadly_ned]

[He gives a sad sort of smile back. What else can they do? He knows as well as anyone that if Hannibal really, truly wanted to do something, he'd find a way]

I'll pass it up to Mal for consideration.

[mirrortouch]

Avoiding Hannibal isn't the thing that's going to get me graduated, Ned.

[ He probably needs to want less first, certain - aspects, certain draws. Perish the thought of turning back now. ]

Mal's been made aware. I suppose it's not a problem until it's a problem.

[ He fails to mention just where his definition of 'problem' is these days, because it's certainly extended itself. ]

[deadly_ned]

If it's a problem - continues to be a problem - you can come to my room. If you need something. Anything.

[He's not usually this much of a people person. But there's an instinct to protect anyone who catches the eye of the one man who terrifies him]

[mirrortouch]

Kind of you to offer.

[ In that same sort of tone that says he doesn't expect to take him up on it. But it's the thought that counts. Honestly does; he has a hard time expecting people to be in his corner where Hannibal's concerned. Here, well. Things have changed. ]

In the end - while it may seem big at first glance - [ Avoiding Hannibal? ] It's really not that big of a barge.

[deadly_ned]

Will. Honestly. It's not kindness, it's..survival in numbers. It's like living on the Serengeti. The lion prowls after the stragglers in the herd who are by themselves or fall behind. People who are by themselves are vulnerable.

...I was going somewhere with this. Something about collective trampling.

[mirrortouch]

And yet a fox can slaughter an entire hen house if it finds its way inside.

[ Strength in numbers, survival in numbers, he's familiar with the concept if not the execution of it. Even as Ned tells him he's vulnerable as is he can feel himself growing more resolute, stubborn on the matter. ]

I've already played the 'prey' role. [ The look he shoots Ned is a bit sharper, careful in what he says. ] He has scarred a proverbial flank, which means I can't [ won't? ] make a repeat performance so easily.

[deadly_ned]

We need to decide on better animal metaphors.

[Digby looks up at that from his position where he's practically crawled into Will's lap. Y'all can be dogs. Dogs are cool with him]

That's understandable.

I guess we just. Need to be people for now.

[mirrortouch]

He referred to me as a mongoose once. [ Which sounds silly out of context now, he realizes, but at the time - ] They're not bad metaphors, [ Ned's included, he knows consciously, ] it just all depends on the type of animal he finds himself at the time.

[ People. Will doesn't respond to that right away, busying himself with petting Digby, scrubbing his fingers behind the dog's ears with practiced ease. Digby's not his dog, but it doesn't make him any less of a comfort. ]

Is it strange I'm not sure what that qualifies as anymore?

[deadly_ned]

[The Piemaker can't help but grin a little bit at the 'mongoose' part. It was probably in a serious, solemn context, but now he's idly thinking of if there's ever an animal-related flood, whether Will's predictions will come true.]

He shapeshifts according to the situation. It's practically cheating.

[Digby is totally fine with these petting. He gives that sort of dog rumble that's equivalent to a purr, pressing his head further into Will's hand]

No.

Actually, for here, it's pretty normal.